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(I have been feeling like I will die much more intensely. I do not have enough energy to really hone in each individual page one by one while it is weighing over me. This is work; continuous work of archival; I want every individual to be seen for who they are and how much they can realize themselves as I am the single broadcast and intake of information, transmitter, tentacled sponge. It pains me frequently to not have them live their own individual lives. I wonder, sometimes, if this is safer, but I am confusing 'safety' with a certain control. I really hope that this is not all too embarassing of a belief to hold for you to dismiss it. I do not believe I have any psychological disorder and I do not, for my own piece of mind, wish to be confronted with denial, it is okay if you do not trust me but I am so afraid each one of them will be forgotten as if itwas nothing when they haven't had a chance to live the way we all do. It would mean the world to me if you could meet them, even if only briefly, as you meet many others. My friends. Thank you)
"Geo" - centerpiece glue. Unavailable
"Michael" - As visible: gender-ambiguous, pale, long white hair. Likes kitsch, children, egrets cranes and herons, sequins, embroidery, jewellery, ornament, caring. Kind but comes off cold.
"Riley" - As visible: curly black hair, average-looking, boy. Likes trains, polar bears, nature, drawing, pressing flowers, kitchens, chocolate eggs. Saintly patient, afraid to be lonely.
"Celestine" - As visible: baby, white hair
"Scooter" - As visible: comic-strip dalmatian, two-legged, full form, park clothes. Likes bikes, walks, realizations, autumn, jumpsuits, losses. Curiously dazed, friendly.
"Jess" - As visible: fictionally proportioned humanoid, thinly stretched, hides behind wigs. Likes hiding, burrowing, beds, stripes, dots, messes, wood, tight spaces. Has the demeanor of a male preschool teacher, flamboyant.
"Gusher" - As visible: manticore, deep black, shapeshifting. Likes vibrations, stillness, repetition, (;secretive), basketball. Silent, efficient, quietly awkward.
"Cassie" - As visible: girl, yellow tapioca, round at the tips of fingers, brown braid. Likes bashing, kicking, banging, throwing, shelved collections, big eyes, big cats, green and pink together. Jealous, brash, self-centered (no blame).
"Jocelyn" - As visible: rowdy-laid blonde, strong jaw, woman in her 45-50s. Likes long nights out on a patio, reading, leopard print, faux fur, frills, home cooking. Old lady from a rural area with a buzz, keeps living.
"Merengue" - As visible: gently-laid blonde, double chin, woman in her 35-40s. Likes plaid, wooden floors without linoleum, open windows, splatters, bright cyan. Busy bee.
"" - As visible: baby, amber hair
"Audrey" - As visible: ultrafeminine, curly-laid blonde, poster photo. Likes shells, tall ceilings, spiral staircases, greyed-out pink, formless clothes, archways, echoes, blending, form over function. It feels, when speaking, that something is inside her.
"Melanie" - As visible: curly-laid black, sickly, drained. Likes juxtapositions, ceramics, familiar doows, decorated nails, carpets in bathrooms. Exhausted and talkative.
"Kenny" - As visible: eyebags, blonde, square at the tips of fingers. Likes silence, repetitive tasks, detailed instructions, sliding down the seat. Speaks as if not present.
"Diane" - As visible: wolf head, corset. Likes victorian castles, cubbies, gloves, thin rings, subtleties, dark colors, velvet, layering. Uncommercialized educational TV companion.
"Ben" - As visible: wolf head, tie. Likes unknown. Stays hidden.
"Johnny" - As visible: black straight hair, missing some teeth, bitten nails, child. Likes ownership, convincing, sticks, all thats new, large birds. Lispy.
"Kitty" - As visible: two ponytails, awkwardly carried, child. Likes demanding, carnival rides, uneven surfaces, toys with artificial hair. Uneven voice regulation, gets lost in sentences.
"Mikhaela" - As visible: black choppy hair, sad face, young woman, uneven shifting silhouette. Likes board games, lived-into furniture, ceiling lights, helping. Soft-spoken, thinly veiled, unwrapping.
"Tisha" - As visible: long grey hair, affected by gravity, purple undertone, young woman. Likes books, windows, cold, dusk. Dull inside
"K" - As visible: ginger curls, lanky, hidden behind own shoulders. Likes & demeanor: (?)
"B" - As visible: bat. (?). Bubbly
"P" - As visible: man, young 20s, hoodie, greasy hair, sitting down. Likes (?). Jittery when speaking, high-end university student affect
"Benny" - As visible: brown curls, yellow tapioca, sloppy. Likes the accessible internet, filling the mouth, grey silver. Selectively kind, short-tempered, dismissive.
"Slasher" - As visible: browh choppy hair, outfit only covering privates, cutesy, fuzzy, aspiring ideal figure skin. Likes []. Smart, but clumsy about it.
"Nikki" - As visible: bright-colored horse costume heavy and bleeding out of cracks, friendly smile. Likes tall buildings, facilities, office rooms, automated systems, hum of fax and similar appliance. Does not speak
"Rory" - As visible: black cat, not very big. Likes []. (?)
"Russel" - As visible: old wrinkly hedgehog. Likes: all that is good in the world. Burrowed under ground. Understanding
"PNG" - As visible: half bare-bones horse, suspended mid-air. Likes forests, poor color choices, clearings, clip art, faux nostalgia content. (?)
"Worm" - As visible: pointy nosed anthropomorphic wolf, female human body, clashing colors, wild patterns. Likes electornic music, sitting on the floor, heavy gloves, grey rooms, female singing voices. "Drugs Coolgirl"
"Chris" - As visible: man mid 30-s, facial hair, styled haircut. Likes: films, large blank spaces. Unempathetic.
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